Yesterdaymy "worst fear" became reality. Aftermonths and monthsoftremendouspressure, oneofmyfavourite jeans finallycaved. The thebuttonpoppedoutofit's place... and landedonthefloorwith a tingeling leavingmealonewiththeshame and the final evidencethatTHIS is it, this has gone TO FAR! Pantsafterpants has beenputasidebecausethey are ottight for myno-longer-slim figure and nowtheemergency-pants are givingin too! Thefactthatmyboyfriendwas a witness to theinsidentdoesen't make theshameeasier to bear. He keptupthe fasade with a perfect pokerface, but I know thatonthe inside- he turned awayindisgust.
This blog is about me, myself and I....and the life I live
Boring, exciting, funny and fun.
As a no-longer-single girl passed thirty I do my best to keep up with societys expectations to my kind. YES, I stay in shape, YES, I do my best to hold on to ”the right guy”, and YES, I’m trying to learn how to cook!
Do I make mistakes on my way? I think it’s safe to say I do. Should I have known better 90% of the time? Maybe so. But do I have fun along the way? Most definitely!
Something tells me you would have fun reading about it to, and that's why I’ve decided to start blogging…
“ Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that’s just fabulous. ”
Carrie Bradshaw, Sex and the City
“ Is it possible that I’m not as attractive as I think I am? ”